I’m not pulling away from you.
I’m pulling away from me.
I’m retreating inside the darkest place of my soul.
or angry at me.
I’m angry at the pain that won’t subside.
Forgetting is never going to work.
Don’t leave me alone, while I’m wading through this hurt.
It isn’t me.
It isn’t anybody.
You’re perfect you know.
It is you that woke me,
The soul that bled and died.
I feel the tides turning over something new.
It’s beautiful, yet I run.
I have faith in you, but it’s weak.
I have no faith in me.
Hold me tight.
Exorcise the pain.
I am yours.
It’s cold here. It’s dark here. You’re the light and the heat.
Hold me please.